Well. This week. I have to say I do not have a heavy opinion about this one. Let's r e w i n d. Monday was no school. Tuesday, was odds and we worked on our project. I finished mine and I have to say I'm proud of it :). Wednesday, it was evens and I just was so tired. The type of tired where you cannot move. I din't know what was wrong with me. All I knew was that I was tired and I did not get out of bed that day. Thursday, it was I-ready. Now, being tired + I-ready is not a good combination. At. All. Friday, I was sick. I had the worst sore throat and headache. I just wanted to crawl up in a hole and stay there. AGH.
There really is no reason to explain why I have no highlights this week if you read my summary. Lowlights, AH where to start. Being tired. Being angry at someone. I-ready. You know, now that I think of it, I know what this is. Depression, that's the word. The horrible, painful word. I experienced depression.
I got really angry at someone. Like the type of angry that you'll just explode out of anger. I did - which led to getting in trouble - which that led to more anger - which leads towards more trouble. TBH, I won't even say we resolved, we didn't. To this moment I am still extremely mad at them I can't think about anything else. UGH. But then I realized - if you don't like what's happening with the world around you, go into a different world - books. The characters won't upset you, the world won't be boring, and you can finally find something to distract you from the hurt. And it works, after all I've been doing that for the last 3 years. If I was a normal person, I would say the lesson is that using books as your way out is wrong and you should face your problems instead of run away and stay in bed all day. But I'm not. So I won't. The lesson : Its okay to feel hurt. And it's okay to lie down for a second. In the end you'll have to get up and face your problems, but you don't have to just yet.
This is my video. The weird thing is its in my drive, but it doesn't work on the slides.
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